So I got home early so that I could start working. I went to the market I watched a bunch of porn, and no work has gotten done.
I need to present a lesson plan tomorrow for my class and then present a lesson for the trainer Tuesday morning. It will be the last time I am observed. I am lucky that I am not having to teach all throughout the field training like so many other people. I do a little tutoring and that's about it. After Tuesday I just show up for two for weeks and I'm done. No more work. I need this positive self talk.
I have a resistance to doing this because I don't want to face it. Being observed makes me feel inadequate. Once I have a classroom and a stable situation I can relax and stop worrying about being evaluated. Right about now I would normally pop the ritalin. I may take a pill in the morning.
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