Again!

So that school where I had her cell number and was sooo close, double booked someone that they liked more over my interview slot and told me something may open up. The truth is that they weren't that interested in me and picked three candidates that day (it was the only day to interview).

I don't know what people see when they look at me, or speak to me. Do they see an inexperienced young looking white girl who can't control a classroom? I wish they saw an intelligent and ambitious teacher committed to raising achievement. That might be a hard sell for a girl like me I don't know. I feel like I must be getting stereotyped or something because people fail to see who I am in these mini-interviews or on my resume, which apparently sux.

Again, I have to recover from yet another rejection. It's already getting easier, every time I shed a few less tears. I will be so strong by the end of this.